I have been studying all week to finish high school, and let me tell you, with every subject I’m having to study, it does not get easier. In fact, the study process seemed to get harder the closer you get to finishing your exams.
This week has been very hard for me because on top of finishing high school, I’m also preparing to go on a trip to the UK with my dad. I’m really looking forward to it, but those emotions are currently being smothered by stress. I hate it when I go off schedule, and I’ve done just that.
I was really hoping that I was going to finish my schooling on Monday, but that was just not to be. Every time I go to study I seem to have a wave of exhaustion come over me and I start feeling like a sloth. Nothing seemed to be getting done because my mind was not focusing or was focusing on something that wasn’t school.
I cannot tell you how thrilled I am that school is almost over. I don’t think I would have been able to do an another day of studying. It’s like studying takes the life right out of you and you are inhabiting a body that is incapable of functioning properly. I’m not kidding! I have spilt so many things this week and done some other strange things out of exhaustion.
What sucks the most is that you study for over six hours to do an exam, but when you do it you find out that most of the questions that are on the test, you didn’t actually study. In the end, I literally didn’t care what my grade was because I thought I had done pretty well considering the things I actually remembered. Unfortunately, that wasn’t good enough.
But, enough complaining from me, how about I change the subject to something cheerful? Like the fact that I’m going to the UK in a couple of days! :D
I’m not the type of person who gets excited over a trip way before you get on the plane, but for the first time in a while I actually feel quite excited, and I’m not even on the plane yet.
It’s going to be awesome to see my family and friends because I haven’t seen them in months. I can’t wait to have a sleepover with Gabriella. It’s unfortunate that I only have one day with her, but I’ll take what I can get. We’ve planned to go shopping, which you will totally read about next week, because I am allowing her to dress me up and make me look more girly.
I am, however, a bit nervous that I might see Kyle. I mean, I really hope I do because I haven’t seen him in over four years, and it would be good to see each other in person for once. The thing that frightens me is the fact that the feelings I had for him might come back. I mean, there’s nothing wrong with having feelings for someone, but I don’t want to act stupid or blow it. My plan, so far, is to wear something really nice, like a summer dress or something, and just act natural. Whenever I’m around Kyle it becomes natural, usually. We’ve known each other since we were two, so it’s not like we’ve only known each other for a few years and don’t know how the other operates.
I believe that this trip is going to be a great break from normal life and school. I’m looking forward to reading more books, like the rest of The Archers of Avalon series (check out my book review on Anew, book one) and catch up on the new show I’m binging on, The Vampire Diaries. I am currently sitting at the airport and my plane is about to board, so the last thing I shall write is, “Talk to you from the UK!”