For a couple of months I’ve been trying to get over my ex, Will. Ever since we broke up, I’ve wondered what I did wrong and what happened between us to cause it to end. So, after a staying up most of the night with my cousin, Gabriella, watching The Other Woman, I decided it was time I got answers. He owed me at least that, so I text him. Of course, right after I did it I started freaking out because I felt like an idiot for doing it in the first place. Long story short, we texted back and forth for over an hour and I got the answers I needed.
As we talked, I found out that he just couldn’t handle the distance. He said that texting and video chatting just wasn’t enough. Boy am I happy I didn’t make the long trip to go to prom with him. I also learned that he still considers me a great friend and doesn’t want to lose me altogether. I guess at the time I was happy that he still wanted me in his life, but now I wonder why that is. I mean, we haven’t spoken in about 4 months. If we were really still friends wouldn’t he at least communicate on some level with me? Honestly, I don’t even care anymore, our relationship was just for a season, but now it has ended. Don’t get me wrong, I still care about Will, just not in the way I used to.
We are on good terms but there has always been one thing that’s ticked me off. See, he got another girlfriend after like a week of breaking up with me. A WEEK! I think he met her when he moved and they formed some kind of friendship. I guess I don’t blame him for trying to make friends. But a week after me? Now that’s just rude. :P
While I was trying to get over him, I hated seeing pictures of them together, but over these months I’ve learned to shrug it off. It wasn’t until he posted a video of them being all cute that I realized that I can’t take their relationship being in my face all the time. As a result, I deleted him off my snapchat. I felt so good after and I have no regrets.
It is better not having to see him almost everyday on my feed. It’s allowed me to be able to move on and not think about him. I’m still willing to be friends with him, but that doesn’t mean that I have to put up seeing lovey dovey stuff with him and this new girl.
I don’t even think he knows just how affected I was about how we ended our relationship. Will’s one of those guys that has been in lots of relationships to find “the one”. I don’t blame him for doing this, it’s just that throughout our relationship he made it sound like we were forever, yet I watched as he backed away and gave up so easily. This just shows me that girls can’t believe everything a guy tells them. No boy should make promises he can’t keep or jokes about marriage that they aren’t going to fulfill.
After having these couple of months to get over him, I think it’s finally time I moved on. There is this one guy that’s sorta got my eye, but I’m not looking to getting into a relationship with him just yet because, again, there’s the whole distance thing to take into consideration.